Life seems, so, peculiar at times. I feel old and also a bit like I haven't accomplished much. I want to go back to school, I was getting ready in January, but not much progress til now. I don't want to force my bf if he doesn't want to, but I don't want long distance again for several reasons and be alone again. He should do some college, even just to get an associates in something, because anything farther is probably just useless debt. I want to see my family again too.
I want to see old friends. I never cared much for being social, maybe the fact that I don't feel comfortable talking online to people again, even people I did know, but do